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Merry Christmas!!!

♫ Have yourself a merry little Christmas

Let your heart be light

From now on,

our troubles will be out of sight. ♫

I never feel this feeling about Christmas before, I always think that Christmas is just about going to church, holiday and just it.

But this year, it's a little bit different.

Maybe because I through this year all alone, struggle and many things happened to me.

I tried to listen many Christmas song this year even before D-day.

But guess what, even now Christmas already passed, I still wanna listen to it.

And I wish it could be Christmas everyday.

This year isn't same as before, my big family (from Dad side) didn't come to gather together.

We spent our Christmas at our own city.

I did same things as last year. 

Went to church.

Slept all day in my room because it was holiday.

Did nothing.

But the different thing is in my heart.

I am a little bit excited at Christmas this year.

Even now. While I write this post.

I listen to Christmas song now, I won't get sick over it.

I just wanna say to you all. Maybe we are now struggle and passed many problems.

And our Christmas just not special like other, exchange gifts or whatsoever.

BUT.

The most important thing is in our heart. Our own heart.

How we feel about Christmas. How we value Christmas.

Christmas is already different itself. 

I don't know what magic that Christmas brings, it can make ourselves feel the joy, peace, happiness.

Fyi, in my country you can't feel the festive of Christmas like in another country.

Because it's still minorities event of the year.

So, folks. Even you're now all alone, nobody besides you.

Have yourself a merry little Christmas.

Listening to Christmas songs all day, believe me.

It makes you feel Christmas in your heart.

Merry Christmas people!