February 18, 2017

할 수 있다!

안녕하세요^^
블로그에서 한글로 쓰는게 처음이라서  많이 실수하면 죄송해요.
왜 뜬끔 없이 한글로 쓰냐면 그냥 하고싶어서 그래요.
사실 한국어 배우는게 벌써 5년인가 아니면 4년인가 잘 모르겠어요. 그러면 시작은 2012년 아님 2013년예요. 그때는 그냥 재미로 배웠으니까 2년동안 한글만 알아요 ㅎㅎ 그때는 뜻이 몰라도 읽기만 했어도 기분이 너무 좋아했어요. 한글을 보자마자 바로 읽을거에요. 전부다. 한국노래 부를때도 가사를 계석 읽었어요. 뜻이 몰랐어도 그냥 했어요. 좋아하니까 기분도 좋고요. 점점 한국어 공부하는게 더 하고 싶어요. 그날 이후로 전 적절하게 한국어 배웠어요. 문법도 공부하고 존댓말 반말도 배웠어요. 진지하게 공부시작마자 친구들이나 가족들이나 다 저한테 무시했어요. 왜냐하면 할류 때문에이에요. 사람들이 한국 한태 관심이 계석 증가해요 드라마 때문에 아니면 예능 프로그램때문에 아니면 k-pop때문에 한국어 배워요. 솔직히 말하면 저도 그래요ㅎㅎ 중학교때부터 한국 드라마 계석 봐요. 2012년 부터 예능 프로그램을 관심이도 생기고 지금까지도 아직 그래요. 그런 이유로 배웠죠. 아마 내 주위의 사람들 생각을 전 재미로 배우고 힘들때 포기할거에요. 그런거? ㅎㅎ 맞는데.. 저는 공부하다가 포기하고 싶은 마음이 있었어요. 너무 어려웠어서요. 근데 지금은 다시 그때 생각 보면서 포기하고싶지 않아요. 지금 이만큼 만들었으니까 더 열심히하고 싶어요. 유창한 질때 까지. 그렇지만 공부할때 이런 같은 생각을 있어요. 왜 난 한국어 배워냐; 어떤 이유로 해냐; 무엇을 외해 하는냐; 이런 저런 생각을 있고요. 근데 지금 모습이 보면 아마 그 생각을 필요 없어요. 나 좋아하니까. 그 이유로 만 지금까지도 전 아직도 공부하고 있어요.
음.. 그럴때 도 있어요. 친한친구랑 장난으로 이런 말 했어요. 그 친구가 나한테 왜 한국어 그렇게 열심히 배우냐고 말했어요. 저도 장난으로 대답했죠. 한국인 남친 생기고싶어서 배우지 그런 말했죠 저는. 근데 그 장난하는게 실제로 되었어요. 남친은 아니고 그냥 한국인 한테 대화하면 가능해요. 한국인 친구도 생기고 그 친구들랑 대화하면 지금까지도 아직 신기해요. 와~ 나 한국어로 대화 할수 있으구나.. 이런 생각을 있어요. 아직 꿈을 같아요. 이 모습이 보면 그때는 상상도 못해요. 그니까 앞으로도 공부하는게 더 열심히하고 유창한 질때까지. 화이팅! 동료들도 화이팅! 우리 할 수 있다^^

(english ver.)
Hi guys!
This was my first time to write my blog in Korean, so if I made some mistakes in grammar or anything else, pardon me

February 7, 2017

Fall Trip 2016 // Part II

I don't want to procrastinate again for a longgg time. So, I gather my guts to write about my last 5 days trip before 2017 ends (still February tho haha). In fact, for these past few days, I thought about what should I write because when I strolled alone I didn't take too many pictures cause I prefer to enjoy the atmosphere and my me-time. Whatever it is, I hope you won't get bored and don't finish my post until the end. haha.
At the beginning, this 5 days trip wasn't planned tho, but as I think that I need to stay longer there so I bought another ticket and postponed my original return date. Yeah, I know. A lot of people around me said that I'm crazy, and overly fond of South Korea. They said I can come back later because actually, my original ticket was very cheap (I bought that while promotion time). I don't know what exactly thoughts in my mind at that time. I just remembered that I need to stay longer. Kinda regret it now, was already came back from holiday but still need to pay the bill. LOL. Just kidding! I didn't regret it. I love it! Yey~~~
After the first 5 days, I still had a lot of places-have-to-go lists. That's why I wasn't regretting it. Haha.
I remember it clearly, the first day that I had to stroll around there I kinda nervous because it's my first time.

January 2, 2017

New Year, New Me (?) Nah! Upgrade me, Yes!

Hello 2017!
To be honestly, I'm not that excited to welcome 2017. I don't know why, but unlike last year, this year I just wanna spend my new year eve and the first day of the year at home and with myself. And yeah, I did that. I need to spend time with myself to find out what should I do, what should I not do, what should I change, what should I keep and what should I prioritize. Normally, people name it NEW YEAR's RESOLUTION. What is my new year's resolutions? I will just keep it for myself. No sharing. Haha just kidding.
Let's say this year (2017) I wanna do something different and get out from my comfort zones that my friends always mentioned about. I know, I have to and I realize that I don't have that courage to do it, but still I have to give it a try. That's one of my new year's resolution. In these past two years, I think I didn't actually have a me-time because I always trying to divert my me-time to do anything else, like watching korean variety show, chatting with friends, instagram-ing, path-ing. I didn't give myself a real me-time tho, which is I need the most right now. So, maybe I will try to cut that kinda activities a little bit. Even my friend got confused because these days I replied them very fast unlike the past time, which it took 2-3 days for me to reply their messages, lol, sorry guys. It doesn't mean that I have to go back to that time again, but I try not to get attached too much into my phone.
Read more, read more, read more. Pls. I bought a lot of new books that I hadn't even read it at all. Finish it. Finish it. Okay.
Study korean harder and yes, more discipline girl!. As you know, that I currently do self-study. So pls, finish all the curriculum on TTMIK web by the end of the year.
The rest of my new year's resolution are written on my note and will keep it for myself. For real now. Haha

My wish for you guys, and including me,
Let go all the bad things that happened in the past, living in the present, be honest to yourself, be brave and take a courage to do what you wanna do, be kind -a little bit kindness won't hurt you, be better you and have a wonderful year ahead! ♥

Life may gets blurry, but make sure
to be happy while adjusting your focus

December 25, 2016

May your days be merrier and brighter ♥





December 21, 2016

Be Wise.

World filled with people full of curiosity and ignorance. Different but they are connected each other. Let say people always want to know what happen to your life, want to know what you feel about, want to know many things which has nothing to do with them. They just curious, but actually they don't really care about it. It's just for satisfying their curiosity. Ignoring everything that you're really feel about. So, choose your word wisely and be careful to choose people who you want to share a thing with.


December 14, 2016

Fall Trip 2016

Back to routines, back to work. Back to my ordinary-not so ordinary- life.
I told you before on my previous post that I went to another country.
And the country is...*drumrolls* SOUTH KOREA.
Yap! I went to South Korea again after my spring trip last year and thanks to God that he gave me another chance to visit that country again in this fall season, which is a season that initially I wanted. Shout out for joy!~~
Unlike my previous trip, this time I was just strolling around Seoul for 10 days. I still glad tho because last year when I arrived at Seoul, me and my friend terribly got sick so yeah.. Ha!
That's okay. God give me another chance. Lol.
Together with my brother's friends, yeah I'm the youngest, we named this trip "FOOD HUNTER". Exactly! Unlike the previous year, I gained weight this time because I ate a lot, A LOT.
The best thing is that I accomplished my bucket list this year. Travel alone! Ok, let's say it's just half because I did strolling alone but still stayed together in the lodging house with one of them (my trip squad member) for the last 5 days. So, I'll write about my last 5 days on different post :)

our first meal
명동왕돈까스 - 홍대

December 13, 2016

너의 삶은 너의 선택만이 정답이다

October 23, 2016

Oh Sunday.

Hello there!
A week to go. Next Sunday I'll flight to another country.
Yey! Trip Trip Trip. It's been a long time since my last trip.
I've been waiting over 6 months for this trip. 
Feel excited? Yap. 
Feel scared? Yap too. 
Why? 
Okay, I will tell you later after I came back from my trip, which is hmmm around mid next month.
I'll go there for 10 days I guess, many places to explore and I hope this time I can do something more and find something different and unique. Feel the culture and meet local people, I hope so.
So yeah, it's just a short notice from me.
Will bring another stories about my trip and hope it will be a enjoyable story.
Love y'!




"You'll never know until you go."




October 12, 2016

Realizing and Accepting

What is the meaning behind my title post?
So, some of you maybe had been through this too. When our brain already knew the truth and so aware about that. BUT! Our heart haven't ready yet to accept it. I've been thinking about this over and over again in these past few days and eventually my heart accept it now. There are no special reasons or events that made me accept that. The only answer is time. Time is the only reason why I finally accept the truth.
Realizing and accepting are two different things. Of course. Who said not? Haha
I, my brain, already realized about this truth a long long time ago but my heart still haven't ready yet to accept that truth. That's why I keep made mistakes over my heart's stupidity even my brain always gave many warnings to me. I tried many things to keep me awake and accept the truth as soon as possible. And in the middle of it, it's like a message that pop-out on my brain, that said to me 'Let's stop it now.', you know what? My heart immediately agree with that. Agree to stop it now. It just need a few secs.

You, who are now still in the middle of fight between your heart and your brain. Don't give up. Just let it flow and time will give you answer soon.. And your heart will be happily accepting that.
Keep in fight, guys!


September 5, 2016

Last Part of My Last Year Trip (Seoul) When will you upload it?

Nah. I think I won't upload it. Haha Instead, I will give you a link. I edited some videos from my last year trip and I think it'll enough to close my last year trip post to South Korea. I don't why but I'm not in the good mood to write and post my Seoul trip last year because me and my friend got sick when we arrived at Seoul. So, we didn't had fun enough. And… I didn't have a good story to tell because tbh, now my memories kinda a little bit blurry. 1 year 5 months already passed tho. Haha I know it was my mistake to not write and post it asap. But yeah. Pardon me.
Here's the video link :



Disclaimer : This video contained of me and my friend's face A LOT. So please, bear with it. Enjoy!